Monday, May 24, 2010, 21:22
My Short Stint @ Being a SAHM
After staying at home for 4 days 24 by 7 (okay not so cuz i sneaked out for a facial), and spending all (most) of my time with her, i thought it would be easier on her to say bye bye to us in the mornings when we leave for work - but i was wrong.
This morning she seemed to know everything was back to her usual routine and woke up right at the very time we were getting ready to leave for work, refusing to go back to sleep.
So i brought her down to my helper and passed her over - all this while she was smiling and very happy.
the moment my helper put her hands out to carry her she turned her back on my helper and hung unto me.
When i passed her over, her smile disappeared and she pouted :(
It was not at all easier for me, going back to my wild thoughts of attempting to be a SAHM.
but this all disappeared when i stepped into the office and the rationale me came back.
With 1 income, we would not be able to give Stevlynn our best plus our strings would be VERY VERY VERY tight, barely having enough - well we have our car loans and $ we need to put aside every month for the big dollar items that come every annually, plus the fact that our house's coming soon (2011 3rd quarter) and i am trying to save up for the renovations and the stuff we need to buy.
Sighs. How much more of her childhood and milestones would i miss?
All for what? $$$$!!!
