Wednesday, July 04, 2007, 17:48
[Wednesdays are my regular CRAZY days]
Yeap, as the title goes, somehow time seems to fly on Wednesdays, especially for the morning
And it dun help that i spend the entire 1st half of the day on a regular conference calls with my clients
And i spent like close to 2 hours under the freaking hot sun *dun even get me started on why*
Just to get my painful clients outta my way, i finally decided to fix my VPN and access into an email address which belongs to my client's domain.
It was a super duper painful process, but i guess after much running around in circles *for the past few days* i finally gave up on listening to his nagging and did it
Cant believe their Infosec department is freaking god damn lousy who cant fix the problem
Eventually, an IT idiot like me can solve it by just trying and trying until it somehow works
p/s: this is an example of me not getting what i wan by asking and doin it the hard way
Now i begin to wonder, am i actually a staff of my company? or a staff of my clients?
Mixed identity begins to settle in, and maybe one day it will eat me up eventually
Somehow, it reinforces the nagging chants of 'you're a standalone manager'
i hate this
I had a good japanese dinner last night, teppanyaki & sushi & my all time favourite foie gras
Been craving for it, but never had the energy nor time to go and eat it, and lucky me managed to chance it upon me.
Maybe yesterday wasn't such a bad day afterall, or maybe the night part wasn't.
I've got some pictures of something cute to put up, but i keep forgetting
Probably sometime soon...
Cheers
Adelynn
