Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 11:07
its been awhile, a long while i guessed
things have changed during this time, but i cant exactly put my finger to the changes
and i have no idea if the change is good or bad
just like the weather
the weather has been crazily rainy the past few days
xiaobai doesn't seem to be able to get 1 clean day at all *hmphs*
school's starting in a short short while, too short i must say
and its back to that usual hectic life + cramming time in between to study, complete assignments and study even harder
and that will leave me with even lesser energy levels than my depleting ones now
2 Aug's the dateline for me to stop playing *sighs*
it all seems too fast for me, especially when i collected my books yesterday *ouch*
the pain of school seems to be coming back once more
i like crossing out the days on my calendar on my desk, somehow it seems the days go by faster
but on the other hand, it also means time's running out; in too many ways that i almost feel suffocated... be it at work, or at play
there seems to be 1001 things which i wana do, either i have no $ to do it, or i have no energy/time to do so. its infuriatingly irritating!
im simply too lazy to blog, or to move my brain to write anymore
maybe it seems ive lost the thiing for blogging
or maybe i never had it?
Hehe...
Its terrible, my life's so mundane that i can hardly stand it.
