Monday, June 25, 2007, 11:58
[When was the last time you...]
... had a heart to heart defenceless talk with somebody else. Wun it feel good to be able to do it once more? Humans are naturally defensive and tends to be guarded when it comes to another party, its difficult to find real soul mates which makes u feel safe and secure to pour every single lil nitty gritty stuff out and know deep down, it will be kept safe with them
... feel satisfaction in whichever way you derive it from. For me, its work and my relationships with the pple around me. Ive been thru alot at work recently, and had 1 moment in time, slipped into a state whereby i felt like a failure, and have worked to go past that stage. It was TOUGH during that stage, especially when your country's MD is looking upon you for things. Now? I would say it has stabilized down, and things are going quite smoothly, but not without the usual day in day our hiccups which i have to learn to deal with
... feel at the top of the world and laughing not only from the outside, but from within. As one ages and grows older in life, sees more things and experiences more stuff in life, one tends to be weary of such happenings and find it difficults to recharge himself/herself at times. i feel weary at times, and no matter how, i cant seem to recharge myself. I often wonder if im indeed getting old...*i scream within : i cant be, im only 24!!!*
i think im going back into the state whereby im beginning to talk nonsense once more
and im rambling...
tryin to get thru to UniSIM's student hotline number cuz i need to register for my modules again
*sighs* money's slipping outta my hands again!!!
