Thursday, June 14, 2007, 11:59
[i don't believe it]
for xiaobai to have her downpipe, i had to call a stranger whom i didnt feel or want to call.
in fact, life's been quiet till its nice...
but for xiaobai, i picked up the damn phone and did it.
and.. still no answer *grr*
sometimes i just feel like giving up man!
i wonder why is it so easy for pple to believe in white lies spun out just to get pple off your back
and so difficult to believe the truth, but im tired of explaining and i dun see the need to explain, for it makes things even more complicated.
so ill leave it at such...
the past few days has been a whirlwind, and i was angry, pissed, upset, frustrated, happy and everything else you can think of.
its madness, and all relating to work.
i need a break man
i begin to think that its taking its toll unto me; i feel defeated and im tired....
i had the best night's rest for once last night the past 10 days, but it was restless sleep
i woke up this morning feel groggy and had to drag my ass to work late.
i think i stepped into the office only like close to 10, but who cares.
now i need to spend the next 2 days concentrating on the BCP and my segregated area...
god i need to go home and nap now before my eyes close.
