Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 00:38
[Rarity]
It's a rare occurance that im awake at such hours, but i find myself not being able to go to bed
It's kinda a weird feeling, for im usually fast asleep, and i wonder what's keeping me up
Fleeting thoughts mostly
with weird inclinations,
like xiaobai inclined to run off to find xiaohei
*what the weirdest thought*
But i guess impluses are make up life
This afternoon, this yet another weird thought came to my mind
to change my hp number to 1 that ends with xiaobai's carplate number
*yeap call me mad*
well who knows?
1 day u might receive an sms from me informing you of my change in number?
*we'll wait and see*
It was a painful decision to make, but i know i have to
for the better of all, for the better of all parties and not just us
I will miss the laughter and conversations
but someday somehow, like all things, it will fade away...
and then, it might all only be a faded memory
Til then, i still love you to bits!
Every part of it
Im rambling nonsense again in the wee hours, i know...
Dun let your thoughts run wild, for only those who are involved will understand the underlyin meaning.
Its like playing puzzles...
Grins
Wided-eye
Adelynn
