Tuesday, October 10, 2006, 23:17
Such a bitch... This is something i must definitely comment
on someone who has been such in my life
so much for all the 'wonderfully nice' talk and act
oh pls, save it... for your other children at least
it wun work on me
do not act like you never faulted
for your biggest secret lies with me (4 to 5 years back? or more?)
piss me off further, ill let the secret out
im disgraced by you, utterly
and im not ashamed to say, i utterly hate you
yes i do. nothing changes that fact since a long time ago
*yucks* talkin about you brings a bitter feeling to my throat
and it chokes
and if i may say again, i do hate you utterly!
I remember 6/10
a day i utterly hate
for who i saw and the things that happened
and i threw an utterly mega big tantrum
well seems like this post is fully of unhappy things
but not so all..
well today's finally my last day at TLL
*mixed emotions, of happiness and unhappiness*
but well life goes on... no matter what
and friendships wun end just cuz i left this utterly sucky job (thats made better by the people i work with and whom i love so much)
i will miss those girls, in fact i think i begin to already.
i wonder how ill feel not working on wednesdays *haha*
weird definitely but ill get used to it i guess (not for long)
thru my stay there, ive met nasty people (whom i curse and swear at) and people whom i simply cant help but smile to
its those that made me smile that made the stay all so worthwhile
and this fact was reinforced today by a special parent
who came all the way down to give me a little gift
such thoughtfulness. can you imagine?
Thanks so much
and for those girls whom i love so much : hang in there sweeties, the worst is going to be over soon
and for those who left before me : hey ive joined the gang of 'bein so utterly sick that you cant wait to scram outta there!'
tml will be a better day
but first, the doctor's appointment *yikes*
