Sunday, August 27, 2006, 02:33
in the rarity of such moments
i give myself e luxury of allowin my past to catch up wif me... and recollect
of the times i was laughing away wif that someone...
this person once meant somethin to me, something important, someone important.
over time, ive taught myself to let go and keep these thoughts away...
they sae love never die, nor fade away
i totally agree...
it just never does, u just find a 'storeroom' in some place in your heart and keep it there
till some day, it creeps back again...
sometimes it stays, sometimes it never lasts for long...
for me, ive been runnin away from such ghosts...
but rarely, and for this moment, i allow myself to stop runnin...
no, its not that im unhappy now, im happy in my own ways
with SS, with princess, with magic, wif my loving friends, not forgettin books and work...
but its a part of life i miss
the excitement, the adrenlin rush of speedin down roads wif that someone...
something i might never find energy to do it all over again...
but its alright, i was contented to be part of that someone life...
and im contented to be part of SS's life now, as SS is part of mine...
stability is what i was seekin
and stability was what i found. and im contented...
