Tuesday, May 09, 2006, 11:38
well lets see...
i wld say practical pple do not believe in love
for after time passes and love fades, it isnt love that keeps 2 pple together...
different pple have different 'criteria' for choosing their other half
wat are the possible criteria? *well please note that all these are simply based on personal feelings, it does not represent anything* how official it sounds man
i know of some who pick their future husbands/wives for the financial security the other party is able to provide in the future... ensuring that their 2nd half of their life would be well taken care of and meet certain 'objectives' that the individual has pre-set within their minds?
i also know of some who pick the best companion as their future half, instead of picking the one they haf the most feelings for
some for the 'compatibility' of the family name, though this is less commonly seen nowadays
or some, for the achievements the other half has in his/her life so as to have some pride on the other half
some for common goals and dreams both parties has
some for the habit of being used to that individual after being with that person for some time
some just because they simply wana get married and settle down and someone 'acceptable' comes along
or for those who still believe, becuz they feel they have some found someone who they feel they are able to wake up to every morning to see their sleepy face for the rest of their lives, to share life
ask me?
of cuz i would want to have the last option, and i came very close to it,and now might be close to discovering this also *but who knows, god knows*
but sadly e fact is that reality sometimes,or rather mostly, not pretty
but it makes it easier to find this special someone to look forward to to marriage if you held unto this believe
im lucky enough to haf this someone who might strengthen this belief of mine
*if we manage to overcome all the usual horrendous stuff that a relationship brings with us*
and im glad to say, so far so good
i had a bad night *to some sense* last night
i was 'chided' and though i was tired, i cldnt sleep, or sleep well
all i did was off the lights and lie in bed and stare
minutes passed, hours passed...
but sumhow im glad enuff to know this someone knows me well enuff to know my 'pattern' inside out, and hoax me
well, sometimes we have bad days sometimes we have good days
its all part and parcel of life
im glad though it was a bad dae, we managed to work/sort things out
thats how all things are, through conflicts, thru solving of conflicts, thats how friendships or relationships are strengthened, and bonds are built to last 1 entire lifetime no matter how far e distance...
exams are coming, and i can feel the stress levels increasing
*so scary*
my crankiness goes up and down, like a see saw
*so scary*
i sleep alot too
*oh no, not enuff time*
and i work and study alot too
*ehs something good finally*
simplicity is good
solace is good
contentment is good
stress levels are going to shoot up even further when mid may comes
i look forward to june
a peaceful and quiet month whereby i might have time to concentrate on things non academic and non work
to find myself, enjoy myself and laugh....
but before this, my last and biggest hurdle are my exams
*arghs*
maybe tonight when im free, ill show the xiao mei mei side of me in the pictures ive taken over the past 2 days
*haha*
actually also not that xiao mei mei
