Friday, April 07, 2006, 09:46
wrote this on e plane outbound of manchester airport
My last moments in the UK were in tears
as i was forced to walk away painfully
As I walked into the departure hall, tears seem to just roll off my cheeks
A large sense of loss, as though I forgot to pack my ‘bobo & chou chou’
But this time round, it isn’t my bobo nor chou chou
But something which might mean more to me
1 thing’s for sure, I left my heart and soul there
Memories went thru my mind, like flashes
Of me smiling, laughing and giggling away, in pure happiness
Of me being looked after, being pampered, being treated like a princess, in pure fortune
Of me playfully pouting my lips away when I dun get what I wan, in pure naughtiness
Of me constantly bumping into things, being laughed at for not being able to ‘walk properly’
Of me being constantly questioned if im cold, to check if im shivering, and insistence of me wearing more clothes though I feel I dun need it [haha, but in the end im always wrong cuz I always need it]
Of my hand being held wherever I go, of my steps being watched
That even when I walk alone, I know my ‘guardian angel’ isn’t too far off and my angel's watching over me
And my angel would always be, for my angel isn’t too far off, my angel's in my heart
Despite the distance and space between us, I somewhat believe my angel can sense me, hears my thoughts, understands me fully and loves me. That time, distance and space would not lesson this bond we share…
I will definitely miss the UK
A place whereby my happiness & solace is found
A place whereby my heart, soul and myself are fiercely protected
A place where I found my sunshine despite the cold winds
A place where I left in search of myself and my happiness
But lost my heart and soul there
A place of happiness, of tears, of joy, of pain, of love, of missing
my time's topsy turvy now
and im tryin to 'catch hold' of it
so pardon my nonsense in e meantime...
im at peace wif myself now, and i hope e rest of you are...
contentment is what i can only have
i hope all of u readin will find it too...
