Tuesday, March 14, 2006, 11:59
im still super tired.
i had to be dragged outa bed this morning
again by my utterly dreaded blastin of the national anthem over the net
this time i was smart
i used the mute button -grinx-
[tell me about learning fast :p]
i was late *oops*
i luv startin my day off right
and well i kinda did
i received a super duper ultra 'make adelynn day's message in the middle of the night
and well i guess it started my day right *though late*
have i ever told u i love the word 'sayang'
okay i agree its baby language or rather kiddy language
but believe it or not, i still use it up till now *oops*
or rather, at times i wld use my own version of it.. 'yang yang' or 'bao bao'
hmmz, i used to always go 'i wan yang yang' or 'u dun yang yang me' and give a pretend pouty face *tell me about me being a big baby*
i also love the word 'baby/bebe/bb'
cuz im being called that? or rather i wld rephrase it to say i love being called 'bb/baby/bebe'
haha... over e years it has transformed and took on different 'phrases' thru different periods..
lets see.... 'dar dar'? 'dear dear' 'baobei' 'ger' 'sweets' 'darling' and ermx, cant think le...
out of all the variations, i liked baobei and sweets e most...
i like the phrase 'a lil, as always' alot
i dunno why, but it sounds good.. to me of cuz
or maybe cuz it was an incident that this phrase links back to
i simply hate the word 'whatever'
if i could or i had it,
i would simply remove this stupid word from the dictionary
and make it vanish
*poof poof*
i also hate the word 'dont matter'
this can literally make me pull my hair out
haha, lucky for me, i aint baldin yet
i enjoy being cuddled to sleep, pampered to sleep
*duh, which ger doesn't?*
its sumthing comfy that at times words cant explain?
imagine feelin someone else's breathin against ur skin
the body heat of someone else near u to keep u warm
e tugging of blanket to claim share of it in the night
i enjoy sittin down, over coffee or wine
and talkin and laughin away
i guess that would simply make my day
sometimes i feel that i should have recorded down all the happy moments that have happened in my life... for all the times that i was laughing and smiling amongst my most safest and carefree days. of pure happiest, love & pampering... i believe if i were to play it back, that might show the happiest times that i have had till date...
maybe this explains why i love takin pics..
to capture the highs and lows of my life
SS said i cant lie for shit
n laughs at my inability to lie pass SS
like for eg.. when SS said sumthing wrong.. SS said my tone changed, my voice change n SS could sense it *got so accurate not?* *hehe*
SS would know even before i finish wif what i wana say
*haha* that SS understands me more than i think SS can..
hmmz....food for thought man...
but well, undenyable, SS does in some extent understand me pretty well
read me by far well enuff to know my different moods and such
as for the rest? only time will tell does SS truly know me
i seriously need to get my butt down to doin my assignments
or not ill fail my 2nd round of assignments...
only got 13 days left to leaving for uk
so i seriously need to finish up all of it before i leave
its back to the cyle of insufficient sleep, grumpiness
stayin up late, yet havin no fun days
and oh ya, did i tell u..
my exam timetable is out..
*whines* *biatches* *pouts*
well the good thing is... the exam periods of ours are pretty close
so we wld all stay out of each other's way huhx..
and den after may... june comes...
and ill be a happier ger all over again
anywae i got so frustrated wif e prank calls that i called singtel
[hehex, now it makes it all so fun, for i might end up knowin who that idiot is]
im young but i aint ignorant... thats wat i used to like to say
now that im not so young any longer, i wld haf to change it....
hmmz... i might be a lil blur at times, but i aint stupid
step on my toes too much ill snap back
grinx
adelynn
13 days and counting *for good and bad*
the good? im gg to take my break and enjoy myself utterly that i might not wana come back
the bad? i have to finish ALL my assignments by then...
