Saturday, March 04, 2006, 20:16
im so touched todae
by a long long fren
who simply brighten my tiring dae wif a testimonial...
in it wrote:
My dearest Adelynn..Have known her for a couple of years. Back then she was this crazy insane party gal who have no qualms to jump in the wagon when people jio her to party..But the Adelynn now has mellowed..Watched her grow from a person with wild personality to the current demure,mature very business like looking gal. God has been so unfair to her for she has met all kinds of guys except the right one. Fret not,for all you know, that someone may just be in front of you except that you have not notice him..Do gimme a ring when free. With Love, Daniel
im so touched by what he said
but lookin back at what he said
i think i somewhat agree when he said 'mellow'
i remember e last time i saw him for dinner *duck rice*
he said this about me 'the siao char bo no more, now become so gu niang.. almost so unlike me, nv tot iadelynn wld end up like this'
its such lil sweet things the pple around me do that keeps me going
a lil testimonial made my day
i guess im not being greedy right?
yet at times, i feel so guilty
that i dun have enuff time for each and everyone in my life
but no matter what,
dearest frens of mine, my lil sweet darlings
ure always on my mind, and fret not too,when u all need me, im just 8 digits away from u.
when u all need me, my assurance to u all is ill always be there...no matter what.
its my frens,these dearest darling ones, tat keep me goin thru the bad times
bring in the laughter in my life & wipe my tears away
silently supporting me, watchin over me in case i have too much to bear and at my points of almost breakin, stand out and reach out to me
i guess overall im still a very very lucky ger
*i know, and thats why im contented wif what i have in my life now*
i dun ask for more, for askin for more means i dun treasure what i have now
i lk my life e way it is now
though its alot less of drinking n clubbin days...
of drinks and more drinks...
of our gers 'drunken rampage'
of hung over mornings and severely dehydrated
i guess when i look back, i have mixed feelins about it.
of both happi and sad
happi...
cuz that was when i had no worries in life, everything and everydae was pure bliss and happiness
cuz i had my share of fun i guess to some sense?
cuz i was carefree and lived in pure bliss wif him in my life then
cuz i tot i had everything e world cld offer me
sad...
cuz i guess i outgrew e energy levels i had in the past
cuz it reminds me of happi i can be in my life, maybe my happiest?
cuz i nv cried myself to sleep?
cuz i was protected,love,pampered n doted by him?
but overall, it was a good part of my life
a part that wld last me forever..
however, im not stuck in my past
in fact, i look forward in anticipation to my life
to my future and whatever that comes along the way
it may look bleak now
but sumhow deep within me
i know if i make it thru,
somehow i might see the tiny lil rainbow thats waitin for me
to feel i finally accomplished something
im waitin 4 it...
waitin n waiting
touched, contented n happy
adelynn
*zoomin off to bathe so i can watch my 1st movie in months*
