Saturday, March 18, 2006, 22:35
i happen to chance upon this show 'the forgotten' on hbo when i stepped into my house
somehow the show seemed vaguely familiar n i cont to watch on
but im glad i did so *ya i know i shldnt be watchin tv, i shld be doin my assignments instead*
well the story is about this mum, who son 'died' in a plane crash *or supposedly so*
and suddenly 1 dae she finds everyone ard her has forgotten about her son
yet she held on dearly to the memories and flashes of her son in her mind
and uncovered a plot behind it
well the point of the show that im tryin to put across are parts wherby she held on so dearly to memories and flashbacks of her son in her mind/eyes
it made me haf alot of after thoughts...sort of lingers in my mind
have lotsa questions within myself and in my head
does one every forget memories?
and do you actually hold unto them dearly?
for me, i do hold unto them.. but in fact not actually so
for they are a part of me that never fades away
i can still remember things...
and i dun intentionally hold unto them
sumhow they seem to be here to stay
within my head
and comes back once in awhile
it comes suddenly and goes
i can sumwhat remember the things we shared
i can still remember the laughter i shared
the way his hair smells, the way he flips his hair, hw my hand fits into his hand
how we talk in the car, on the bike
things like such
the conversations we had always seem to replay within my head
and somehow i can remember more and more clearly with each replay
i can remember how contented i was wif life
i can remember everything.. from the big big things to the small small details of our daily life
and at times i find myself unknowingly smile at such memories
but of cuz i dun have such flashes everydae
and also, please dun be mistaken that im livin in the past
for im not
but to me, such memories will always be dear to me
and no matter where life brings me or whose by my side
such memories and flashbacks can never be robbed from my mind
yet again, for the one i love next, please dont be jealous of such memories
for they make who i am now, and they make the very adelynn that u fell for in the first place
and my memories do not make u any less important to me, nor make me love u any less
and again, im awaitin to create wonderful memories
i shld realli sleep so that tml i can spend 1 whole dae on my assignment. i have less den 48hours man
okay, enuff of my nonsense shit
let u all see a lil bo liao pics of me
