Wednesday, February 08, 2006, 21:12
i seriously feel lk shit now
got bitten by something on e behind of my thigh
den swollen and got infection
was limpin e whole dae
cant take it, took half dae and went home
ben came to send me home [yes the gentlemanly guy whom ive talked abt before]
i feel so paisey to trouble him
onli to argue wif him
some say distance makes the heart fonder
others say distance makes the 2 pple even more distant
im honestly unsure
im scared, im insecure yet no1 can see this beyond my confident self
who truly understands me?
faith? what exactly is it? does faith falter when distance is btwn 2 parties?
i honestly dunno...
[my hrt is filled wif so much love and i need someone i can call my own. to fall in love thats what everyone's dreamin of i know this feelin oh so strong. life is too short to live alone w/o someone to call my own i will care for u, u will care for me. our love will live forever... shower me wif ur love, shower me with e love that i long for. shower me wif ur love shower me with e love ive been waitin for until ure mine ill wait for u endlessly cant u see? fairy tales they do sometimes come true if u believe it cld happen to u. lk the stars that shine way up in the sky our love will live forever]
jus happen to hear this song on class 95 i like this song but i dunno the title...
well the doc have decided i need jabs everydae for at least 4 days
if it dun get better
i need to cut the wound better
den i have to be on MC for 2 weeks
[cries]
i feel so bad abt bein away frm work
cuz we're truly severely under manpower
i feel like shit,
and all i wana is to be cared for
pampered when im not feelin well
im tired out
im moody
nothing seems to go my way
i wonder why do i have to always go thru this over and over again
depressed
truly depressed, heart broken in some sense
adelynn
