Wednesday, January 11, 2006, 17:01
haha.. some dumb dumb snap shots of me while i was at jackson
oh i miss my long nails... i finally cut them short ytd
before they all start breakin on me [cries]
it was a lazy day
kinda miss him around me, thou he's infrequently around me
but i miss his presence
the calls all help but onli for awhile
all i wan for my bdae is .... him? hahahx
such a greedy ger aint i?
[mumbles to myself: no wat]
[[gently kisses on cheek and forehead
stolen kisses at times.
whimpers & begging of kisses
and abrupt kisses that nv lands exactly where it was supp to
fake throwing of tantrums
laughing at the childishness
constant asking of questions
fakin frustration of asnwerin questions
gently soothing breathin sounds
weird sleepin habits and patterns
placing hand onto the other
waking up to a sleepin other
disappointed that time has to pass so fast
overall, its contentment
days passes, the missing nv seems to end realli
but within the intersection of lives
lifes a certain distinctive separation of lives
yours truly. or maybe not?]]
is this love or is it not?
what's love and what's not love?
ive lost track of it way too long ago
have you lost sight of love?
or are you still a believer of one?
