Wednesday, December 07, 2005, 00:19
i realli realli love this pic? hahax
nv been so intrigued before that it scares me.tops me off balance but yet i enjoy the off balance he brings along. to go close or to take steps back, a dilemma that switches sides every few minutes.how confusing
seek to be intrigued
yet once intrigued
is scared of it
fleetin thoughts come straight up the mind
yet its the fondness that makes one stay
a decision that runs in extreme points at different times of the day
never remaining firm
for its the fear that makes one flee
yet the love that makes one stay
a contridiction to oneself, some might say
to not stand firm
but whose life isn't of contridiction?
wanna share the happiest moments of life
yet afraid to
wana seek refuge
yet hesistates
wana let down defences and let one in
yet contemplates
wana love
yet never dares
a spectrum of feelins so wide one gets lost within them
evasion, an easy way out of many
evasion, the simpliest and most commonly used method
evasion, an excuse for security
