Friday, December 16, 2005, 12:08
confusion. in a state of peace of mind
[is there even such a phrase?]
life's been okay recently
work's been busy, yet fruitful
life's been great
other than the fact that im forced to make specs [and look super ugly in it i would say]
i love my frens, and the times i spend with them
i dun have much to look forward to, not much surprises nor anticipations, but least its all peaceful
in some sense ive been overstretchin myself
been out everyday,before and after work
sleepin late
and havin super aching legs *haha*
i could barely walk, or keep myself up without help from my darlin gerly ger fren
e last time i saw AA's been awhile
other than the time i had to pass AA's specs back,
for a brief 5 mins? or maybe less.
but we were both tired,me cant even keep my eyes open
i ate gong gong ytd once more
after the agony of havin to choose my specs
and tolerate my ugly lookin self in specs
but sumhow, i think i dun have that MAJOR craving for gong gong anymore
think it sorta faded
even haagan daaz seemed a lil bland last night
[hrmx, this is gettin to be so not me, hahax]
but well, it might all be just a passing phrase
who knows, i might fall in love with it again
oh ya i broke my nail
and now have a new nickname
9 nails ger
hahax
if evasion is the answer to everything
how nice would that be?
but again, one would be living with questions and no answers to anything
i somewhat have a love hate thing for evasion
i spilt between loving and hating it
interestingly intriguing, evasively scared
adelynn
