Friday, October 21, 2005, 12:34
[with ah lo right now]
in a bid to try and hold up my world
i came runnin to her
not literally
the reunion of us is all nice and sweet
when i saw her
without words, my tears just fell
and all she said is 'ure gona be fine with me'
and somehow it all didnt seem so bad right now
ill try not to let my mind wander
ill try not to think so much
ill try not to remember him
this is what i promised ah lo,before i jumped into her arms
ill try, but deep down, i know the tryin wun make any difference
havin a huge huge headache
arghx
it seems nv ending
constantly pounding within myself
i hate it
gime a break man
this is the last present i bought for him
1 day before i was broken once more
went to this toy shop at raffles place
happen to see it, and somehow it reminded me of him
of how crazy he's over initial d
of how maybe he would love it
its the last present delivered to him
its the view of some ceiling of a place i super love
[vince,wana guess where this is?]
[give u a hint:u brght me here on a few ocassions. teach time, we wld end up at tuas after that. and there was once we came here with your friend whom u met at ginza plaza]
a place where i find happiness once
the cool late night windy breeze sent a chill down my spine to know that i wun ever have such happiness anymore
but nv the less,i still lurve this place to the max
[the whole family. reunited]
its the 7 sweeties/kiddos that i love with all my heart
all the love that i have for him will slowly be transferred to all 7 of them
[not realli, there's still princess whom he dotes on too]
let me do all the introductions
first row from left :
purple shirt pooh[pioneer among all], orange shirt pooh [youngest of them all. the surprise my fren gave me in the car,that brought tears to my eyes,for it reminded me of him & my 22nd and a half bdae], pink pooh bear! [the one that vince bought for my 22nd and a half bdae, whoever celebrates that except him and i? the one that was with him in the car, the one that means the most to me,the one that my heart has been pinning for, and finally its back in my arms] subaru bearie!!! [also another pressie from him. thou he always insists it was not meant for me,that i 占为自有 at sean's workshop the moment he took it out from kelvin's car]
second row from the left:
red shirt pooh! [2nd pooh, to complete the limited edition with print on leg] tigger!!! [pounce pounce. the notti lil boy] eeyore [the lazy lazy fellow that always sleep], piglet [ the silly lil innocent one]
i rem bringing pooh and tigger out with him,and they drove the car. haha, as in he held on to their hands onto the steering wheel and driving the car. haha
[at last! my beloved pink pooh]
back in my arms
i missed her so much
*muacks*
[filled with headaches][overflowed with heartaches]
a lil princess still? i ponder
adelynn
