Monday, October 24, 2005, 13:42
leave it all behind
*haha* as if i cld
but even still, im gonna try
*chants to myself*
he belongs to someone else
he belongs to someone else
he wun even take a single look at you
he wun even care if you and ur new life drops dead and die
he belongs to someone else
he belongs to someone else
i feel like tellin him:
admit it if u have a new gf
admit it if ure back together with her
maybe thats the last thing u cld ever do for me
kill me once and for all
and the first thing im gonna do
stop coming here
stop writing things down
stop thinkin abt him *erm, this one skip, TBA*
stop missin him *this one also skip, TBA*
remove frenster pics *gonna do now, or rather ah lo's gonna do the honours*
[actually im the most unwilling,still in negotiations haha]
kill pink pooh *nah, i love her for what she is, not for him*
kill subaru bear *ermx. i think its his. so i cant kill sumthing that dun belong to me*
kill new life *haha, this for sure he wun care*
kill ah lo for makin me do this *haha,nah i wun. i love u*
till i next feel like it. its the end of this blog for the time being
okay,i wun sae the end. prob infrequent posts then
[prob my diary wld be even more written than now]
maybe ill come back to post pics
maybe ill come back to read what i wrote
or on super bad days ill come back on in awhile to let myself think of him
*ah lo's super objecting now. she's readin as im writing*
apparently she cant wait to get rid of the pics
to which i cant bear. honestly
goodbye
wana find me? msg me at adelynn21@gmail.com
if not, u can take it that im dead, or at least for now
adelynn
