Monday, October 17, 2005, 03:57
[hard work do pay off]
[the fluffy big bed dun attract me anymore]
went thru scores and scores of my email/documents in my lappie
in hope of findin an email
think i realli flipped my whole comp upside down,not to mention my external hard drive [grinz]
to which i cant recall did i exactly save it up
but i finally found it, at 4am in the morning
saved up the testimonial which i wrote for him on 14sept 2005 sumwhere hidin in my lappie
*muacks lappie.ure the best,savin all my memories*
unfortunately,he told me that he cldnt see the testimonial, it turned out blank *curses & swears @ friendster*
anyway here it is. but its lost its meaning in some sense
hey darlin bb...happi 2nd mth anniversary... exactly 63 days and counting of shared memories and love btwn us. [muacks] u ended my tedious journey in life alone by makin me smile and make e bad daes seem easier to pass...somehow we are a pair of living irony/contridiction?we sumhow nv fail to piss each other off,yet manage to love each other at the same time.you make me smile,yet ure the onli 1 who can make me cry. thanks for ur wonderful surprise of flowers,nv expected it,but it was realli realli sweet of u,thou u refuse to admit it [grinz] for all the unexpressed love,care and concern uve showered upon me, i do feel it n i do appreciate it.may we always enjoy such sweet moments,and better still,learn to stop pissin each other off. with love,hugs and kisses ur investment ur lil princess.adelynn14 sept 2005
and another one i wrote when we were not talkin
if a tedious journey of mine was ended by you, u must be that special one. if missing u teaches me to treasure u more,ill gladly miss you. if loving u makes me happi, id rather me loving u makes u happi. i duno what happened to the testimonial ive given u on the 14th.. i wished it didnt turn out blank, i wished the date cld go back to the 14th once more for me to write that testimonial agn...missing u,always am yours[always be mine]adelynn
cant seem to sleep
the rain kept me inside this room most of the time
spent half the time jumpin up and down the bed. dun ask me why, i simply love to do that to beds that dun belong to me,nor shld i have any responsibility to [bleh]
thank god hotels has internet *whee*
dun ask me why i suddenly used whee, it just came out,and reminded me of him..and dun ask me why again
at 4am,im cravin for apple slurpee
too bad e machines are off @ 7-11
got a good mind to take a pic of the bed im lazin on now
and show everyone how terribly messy i am
the whole bed's full of things, let me list them out
1. chou chou, bo bo and white pillow
2. subarubear, 4 kiddos, plus pink pooh twin (aka blue pooh)
3. lappie, digi cam,mp3 player which i nicknamed whitey. and of cuz, their wiring and cables. [i pulled the internet cable from the table to the bed. terrible i know haha]
4. my clothes [actually strewn all over the plc]
5.make up,skincare [for what i brght them i dunno,dun even need to look okay now.i can be as horrendous lookin as i wan to]
6.my 3/4 not eaten late dinner of room service of mushroom spag, mango juice
7. the comfy comforter,4 pillows.
8. work documents [haha,yeap i never totally leave my work. im terrible. but work's work,and it still has to be done]
9. pictures [as in printed A4 copies. yeap, i bring our photos around]
10. my organisor
11. my diary
12. my notebook of complied,in the future to be written letters to vince
btw,my hp's under the bed, in silent mode. [dnd mode]
its been there for days
1st time in days i took it out,and its back there again
haha, i dun need a hp anymore [haha,esp when i was so reliant on it previously]
a msg to daddy:
sorrie daddy i had to miss ur bdae
dun mean to,but sumhow cant face the dae
hope u liked the pressie that was delivered to u
hope u enjoyed the dinner that was prepared beforehand for u
hope u got it before u left for ur trip to japan
thou i wasnt there wif u,my heart was,wishin u a wonderful 50th bdae
[im unfilial i know, ill make it up daddy]
a msg to nishi:
hey darlin girl
ur frenster msg surprised me
but it encouraged me, u made my day today
and im thankful for ur sweet thoughts
the word 'wait' holds a special meanin for both of us
we'll survive and make it thru, i know we both can
[wide-eyed]
[legs cramp]
lil ger adelynn
