Sunday, September 18, 2005, 14:55
cant rem why i cant fall asleep
rem seein the dark skies becoming red and redder
and the big hustling wind that made e trees sway
and the big downpour
saw it all thru my window in my room
he said 'des and mich damn cute, 1 dae i stay over ur plc, 1 dae u stay over my plc'
and suddenly, i was filled wif envy..
[yesh gers,i know envy isnt good]
and den wif envy comes expectations [argh the dreaded word]
and with expectations come disappointments[an even more dreaded word hahax]
as we lay in bed, pillows side by side, facin each other
as i see him slowly fallin asleep
this to me is simple bliss.
stayed awaked for awhile to see him sleep
and i watch over e sleepin him
i cant help but smile.
such a big stubborn boi
yet so sweet in his sleep
i like his lil gestures
thou not obvious, but i guess i can understand
i knw there's nthg i can/shld complain abt
cuz he does try for me
and for the times that he tried for me
i appreciate the efforts,sincerity and love
[if we cld make it thru the darkest night we'll have a brighter dae]
[i count on u no matter what they sae cuz love can find its time. i hope to be a part of you again]
[peek-a-boo]
[aw,im super shy]
[then i decided to be cheeky]
[blehx]
[then i decided to be the normal smiley ger i usually am]
[and as u can see, ive got super small eyes]
[hahahx]
taken some time ago, cant remember when. just found them hidin sumwhere inside my hp.
hahax
[taken ytd]
[when vince said i was fat,and i took this pic to prove i dun look fat]
[but alas, he said. ur face dun look fat,but ur body is]
[wasted effortx, hahax]
[taken ermx. duno]
haha
