Wednesday, August 31, 2005, 19:32
[tired out]
im so tired out
i cant believe im still at work
but apparently i still am.
i wish so much to see him now
but deep down i know i wun get to
lolo said if i dun ask ill never know
my qn back to her is, if i asked, and get rejected outright.
wun i feel more dejected?
im already as low as it can get
i dun wish to bang into another wall to be even lower
if i had 100 wishing sticks now, ill gladly give them all up for just 1 wish
just to see him, and be hugged and comforted by him now.
*if only he could sense my heart's pullings now*
[dejected]
adelynn
