Tuesday, August 09, 2005, 06:28
[signs of destiny???]
i didnt feel lk going out last nite
no matter how hard the gers and bois dragged me out
and enticed me with 8/8's usual events of rounding and ROVs and TPs
i simply refused
till a call came at 6++,
just when i had the mood to sleep
my grandma was in hospital
so like had to rush down with my parents
guessed it was the final straw of disrupting my quiet dae
we met up CGH, and being ms grumps for the past few days
they asked 'ms grumps, where do u feel lk going tonite?'
i remained silent for a long long while
didnt have any slightest idea of where to go.
i stood there and closed my eyes and simply said 'forum coffee bean'
dun ask me why
cuz its a place we have never previously hung out at
i onli hung out there once on my bdae this yr to get a slice of cake
since then, i never went back....
so off we went, thou we knew the dangers of ROVs and all.
[aws, so sweet my frens, risked it all for me.. i lurve u all so]
sumhow wanted to park at forum
but sum dumb ass ger's bf missed the turn
and so we decided to park at the open car park opposite the old MU
coffee bean
we were lookin at the cars on the roads
and as the traffic dropped
and the rounding cars came out
after awhile, we got hot, and sticky
and binbin and cherrrie had to go down momo,so we decided to send them down together
and decided to do 2 rounds ourselves before heading off to supper
FYI, been tryin to shake the thoughts of missing vince out of my head for the entire dae
and for that spilt few hours, i thought i had let it a little loose
and as we were walkin to get our cars at the car park
i was walking with my back facing the road
talkin to the bois and gers.
and suddenly i duno why but i turned
and guess what i saw?
XIAOHEI!
was this coincidence or a sign or destiny or wat?
i kissed xiaohei bye bye, and told him to keep himself and vince safe
and left.
and suddenly, i began missing him all over again
duno why in the car, sittin in front, feelin the humid wind[yucks
listenin to the cd of songs
my tears fell once more
of pain, of hurt..of happiness cuz i saw xiaohei.
but alas not the owner.
its officially more than 24hrs since i last slept
but sumhow my mind's still churning
im tired, physically
but as i lay in bed
my mind does not let me go to bed
im tired
and whose here to hold my hand and push me on when im tired?
i wished...
but again, maybe wishes dun come true?
at the moment when i was so dreary, and tired
i saw xiaohei, and it recharged me
it made my dae
yet made the grey skies come once more
an irony?
or am a living irony myself?
