Saturday, August 06, 2005, 13:23
[sick feelin in my stomach]
yes, i woke up to this feeling
and i duno why
i had a fitful sleep last night
dreamt,nope,night mared, and woke up
went back to sleep
and this cycle continues
i wonder why
been a long while since i had this kinda weird feeling
dunno exactly how to describe it
or maybe i simply dun wan to describe it
or maybe i dunno how to go about describing it
next time i shall simply keep quiet about everything
take a passive stand towards everything
i shall hush
my eyes are tired
and i duno why
my body's tired
and i also dunno why
my head's spinning
and i duno why too
simply inadequate i guess
[so full of inadequateness]
[distraught once more]
adelynn
