Friday, July 29, 2005, 03:58
to my darling ger:
this is a song by mich branch - all u wanted.
i took out a few paras for u.
i hope ull understand what im tryin to tell u...
if u want to
i can save u
i can take u away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all u wanted was sumbody to care
[[sumtimes one does not need to depend on love to move on.
i didnt depend on love for a long time, its not good to wean urself to be dependant on sumthing so fragile and unpredictable like love.
no matter what, ull have frens, and family, and ull definitely love me
there are many things to look forward to in life other den love
not all love stories end up good
this both u and i know
we both are living examples.
i took that step out, after so long
and i seek happiness from different places now
but can u take that courage to take that step?
the world out there isnt so scary
marriage is not e solution to ANY problem u have now with him
its onli e beginning of all nightmares
especially if u dun resolve all outstandin matter.
i understand how u feel
cuz i felt like u
im the mirror image of you
u have 2 paths in front of u
im e living example of 1 path
the other, i cant let u in how its gona be like
for i nv took that path
but i can imagine it
can u?
please darling ger, i love u too much to not care
[vince asked me not to be kpo, but if i dun reach out to u, who will?]
i love u too much to see u hurt
or to even imagine u being hurt
u are not as strong as u think
humans dun need love to survive.
please ger? wake up, and look at the ENTIRE picture.]]
i wasnt able to be always there for u once
but now i can and i will
and so far, ive proven to be here for u all the time.
darling ger, i care too much for u to see u hurt
for it hurts me too
when ure sad
we are sad too
and remember when u cry, we all cried with u?
cuz we feel the hurt/pain/anguish u felt
[saddened adelynn]
[[please look at the big picture]]
[[[princess adelynn]]]
