Thursday, July 21, 2005, 13:38
[red wine's my best fren]
haha, went drinkin last nite
sit down drink and talk
thou the background was so freaking noisy
seeing 'lolo' in her current state,
realli hurts me
and reminds me of how i used to be.
somtimes seein her cry makes me cry
as i can perfectly understand what she's goin thru
went down pit stop for awhile last nite wif vince
and i knocked my head in the car
and its damn painful [cries]
and i lost that ring that mr. good fren gave me. [ cries even louder]
dun ask me how i lost it.
i duno.
somehow before we left, when i was drinking my 'yamaha'
i realised it was missin on my finger.
everyone helped to look but we cant find it
but it cant be found [ cries]
maybe its meant to be lost ba
just take it as fate lor
its a sense of loss
but losin what is an unknown
it hurts yet not so painful
i duno how to describe this feelin of loss.
shared a tub of ice cream wif vince to get over the loss of the ring
sumhow felt bloated and not better after gobbling it down
haha... ill slowly learn to live without the ring, just like ive learnt to live without him. [im a fast learner k!]
