Tuesday, July 19, 2005, 14:50
[qUieT pEaCeFuL rAiNy dAe]
haha, as the title goes.
somehow during the evening time, the usual negative side of adelynn once again came out
and for that moment i felt down, for no apparent reason.
thought about it for awhile till the dumb headache came, and i felt like vomitting
[haha, i must be mad]
just when i was missing WC's food
JJ sms me.
my initial reaction was 'huh, did u msg the right person?'
for knowing JJ, JJ wun sms me for no apparent reason.
and all that was in the sms was 'hey, what are you doing?'
stunned me for that moment?
anywae JJ replied once more and i did reply that sms,
but after that there was none comin anymore from JJ
but well, life goes on?
JJ: sometimes the pain stop when one stops tryin to find out things, i duno what went wrong to have made u sms me, but as ur darling friend, if u need a friend, just holler/scream/jump/ or watever u choose to do. ill appear. [grinz]
at times like such, life confuses me once more
when happiness seems to be at ur doorstep,
it once silently moves away.
i fear instability
and yet to some certain sense
i fear stability
so which is which actually?
[i believe im confusing myself once more]
i found that within the darkness lies a certain line of light.
its whether one sees that line of bright light shining or not
i learnt that in order to strive and triumph in the darkness
one must be at ease with darkness.
am i realli at ease with darkness?
i wonder.
anywae im happi wif the new subaru bear bear
thou he claims it isnt mine
i dun care
i claim it mine myself!!!
haha...
maybe princess should get a shirt done up with the subaru logo too.
lol, the exact same one as bear bear
princess adelynn
