Sunday, June 19, 2005, 12:50
[sleepless nite]
im tired [yawns]
but sumhow i cldnt sleep last nite
stared at the blardi computer till like 5+ before i felt like dozing off
went back to my bed and realised i cldnt sleep once more.
ciggs accompanied me thru the nite
and i finally fell asleep
[happi daddy's day daddy]
haha, so many D's in the heading
gonna have dinner with my family tonite.
and i bet many other families are
so there wld like be crowds all over
[yucks i hate it]
i suddenly have the urge to eat coffee bean's leaves of a thousand choc cake
wonder wld i get to eat it.
[and make my cough worse for sure]
think im dying soon.
haha
Jay's stuck in some prob wif his ger
or technically speaking his ger to become
or ger of his pass
argh, this is so confusing i dunno how to term her also
oops
anywae at the bottom line
love and life is difficult to understand
so dear fren,
wake up and smell the air.
there are many things in life 1 cant control
even those that are termed as controllable factors can suddenly become uncontrollable factors.
Fren, just take it easy ba.
what's meant to be urs will come back even thou it has turned ard and walk away
whats not meant to be urs wld not come back even if u chase after this
this is life
learn it..
lol
[i need cough syrup]
hse so big, so many pple
and guess wat.
there is no cough syrup when i need it.
sads rite? lol...
listenin to a song now. but duno the title..
but its nice...
[sick princess]
[half dead]
[distraught princess]
adelynn
