Monday, June 20, 2005, 03:25
[screaming]
was talkin to this fren XXX online via msn earlier
and XXX was asking about my frenster pic.
and i was like which pictures?
for ive seemed to changed almost all the old pictures
[i think at least]
oh so he was, talkin abt the MR-S car pictures.
and babbled on about nice car and all.
i answered 'dun realli care, its not my car. find the picture pretty thats why put it in my profile'
and XXX went 'no ma, u have pretty cars to sit, isnt that great'
at that moment, i felt like slapping XXX across XXX's face
my god.
whats ur prob man.
its also not my car
is it a sin?
[i felt momentarily like pulling my hair out]
i dun need to sit in pretty cars, but it also aint a sin to sit in one.
i dun judge people by their cars
neither do i hunt out such frens.
if they come they do.
if they dun they dun.
honestly... i... dun..give...a...damn
what car they drive.
or even if my frens dun drive
there's sumthing called taxis lo.
[thou its been a long time since i sat in one]
argh...
today's fathers day, wishing all daddys happi fathers day. ure the best.
i have a great daddy
yes he has his flaws
but silently
in his own darling, not expressive ways
he does love me
and i know it!
was upset todae, sumhow felt alone for the slightest moment.
tried hard to snap out of it.
it was made worse by a missing person in action
[kinda sad rites?]
had coffee,
drank my favourite strawberry fizzy drink
guess this is the ONLY fizzy drink i drink
[yum yum]
and yes!
im so proud of myself
i survived thru the weekend.
it was a gruelling 48 hours, [nah, im exaggerating]
but i got my butt thru
and i didnt kill myself in the process
just got myself even sicker than i already am
[haha]
[yah, and i know what u all are gona say, i duno how to take care of myself]
but ahem
pls let me remind u all..
im afterall a big baby, thats why im called baby?
haha...
nah, dun worry about me, i wun drop dead on any1 of u all.
[tele and tubby]
things were nan she nan fen with both of them
having so little time together
tryin to make the best out of things and time
poor them
[sighs]
nearly had a quarrel earlier on.
lucky both were sensitive enough
to hold back, and hold their tongues
to try and reduce the tension
and give way in their own small ways to each other.
and luckily they did
all well ends well.
its pouring now, and its kinda scary
the thunder and lightening have been scaring me the whole night.
ive gota work under my covers of blankie
and seek the comfort in my blankie [which is by the way in case u dun understand my baby language, blanket]
haha...
im hopin to sleep by 5 today. wld i? i sure do hope so.
[sick still]
[craving for red wine]
[craving for jap food]
[distraught princess]
[broken winged angel]
adelynn
