Monday, June 13, 2005, 14:55
[officially burnt]
okie, i officially announced that i have never been out so much for the longest time ever
and i think the lack of sleep, and the over going out is catchin up with me.
[yawns]
i think im getting old, thou im onli 22.
haha, sumhow i think i simply lack the stamina of a 22 yr old ger.
but i enjoyed myself immensely.
part of me wants to go back to the 'secluded' and quiet life that i used to have
part of me wants to explore the life i hadnt had.
mixed emotions huh?
but i guess stability suits me better.
[lol]
sumhow this tires me out too much.
and im a PIG
i need my beauty sleep
lol
the panda eyes would soon not be seen at all.
when u look into my face, all u see are 2 big big big dark circles.
you cant even differentiate the eye ball from the whites.
lol...
[tele and tubby]
sumthings up and strange with tele and tubby.
things sumhow blew out of proportion
and many surprises came along for both.
aint sure to predict for tele and tubby
sumhow this time round,
its very extremely unpredictable
and extremely new ground for tubby to go on.
there are alot of things for tubby to learn.
but well, aint life like that.
guess tubby is torned up inside
having mixed emotions ba.
what is exactly right in this scenario?
and what is exactly wrong?
this simply confuses me,too confusing for me.
¬the future would untell itself in its due time, and i hope it aint gonna be too big a shock for me [bleh]¬
i think i need to go back on my sleeping pills to get my sleep back
and yup yup, leaving on wed night.
scary.
later ill freak out and die abroad.
nah, im just joking
when a person feels like he or she wants to drop dead and die, it usually turns out that such pple with such thoughts would be the last persons to be dead. so i confidently say that such would not happen unto me.
[miss me when im not ard okie?]
[even more distraught princess]
[yet sumwhat a happier one]
love,
adelynn
