Thursday, June 02, 2005, 04:53
[here to vent my frustrations]
okie here goes man. all my bottled up frustrations...
i hate love
and i hate life
and i hate myself.
i hate the way the world revolves [like its got anythin to do wif me]
i hate the way life's is.
i hate forked roads
i hate the way life is
i hate the way i feel the pain
i hate the way my emotions are
i hate the way the mind controls one's consciousness
i hate the way sleeping pills onli work for max 12 hours
i hate the feelin i get when i wake up from takin a sleepin pill to sleep the night before
i hate not being able to sleep w/o the sleeping pills.
i hate doing nothing in the middle of the night trying to entertain myself
i hate it when i get frustrated like now
i hate it when i feel like pulling my hair out
i hate it when i feel there's something missing [and i know whats missing deep down]
i hate it when i deny myself that i know whats missing
i hate it i hate it i hate it
and i hate myself for losing tat 7610.
[fark life, and fark it]
