Friday, June 24, 2005, 04:44
[443hrs]
argh i cant believe im still awake
what's causin this insomnia?
[freaks out]
and im like not tired at all.
did a damn bo liao thing
keep replaying this song over my winamp
been listenin to it the entire night.
ru guo ni hai ai wo
dunno why but have alot of mixed thoughts.
ever wondered why 1 wld feel that she/he is in unhappi
and dun look ard and treasure what 1 has in life?
maybe im also one of the guilty parties as charged.
there are times i do not treasure what ive been bestowed upon my princessy life
but well, regrets are bound to happen in one's life
recently realised that theres a phrase i like to use
well thats life, get used to it
i guess im using this to bluff myself that whatever happens
its meant to be
and its simply just life
and that one has to accept it.
but how much can a person take lying down?
and how does a person continue life takin things down?
gonna pop sleepin pills
and try to sleep
[distraught princess]
adelynn
