Thursday, April 07, 2005, 13:27
[slow days]
i hate it when work's killin me
but i dread it even more when work's slow
guess im used to the fast pace?
and now havin it easy is not easy for me?
haha, im mad i know
in some small sense, im a workaholic?
haha, maybe not at times
im also not sure.
[aint a morning person]
since day 1 long long ago i wasnt a day person
and believe it? i still aint.
haha, hate the morning sun
enjoy baskin in the moonlight.
it makes me more at peace with myself
it makes me happier
it give me solace
[karen]
she told me today she wanted to sit alone and be on her own
claims to be 'make herself more independant'
i told her plainly ' you r not ready'
she said i know but it wld force me to make me more independant
i told her, its not as thou im giving u answers here
i just ended it off with you are not ready
and gave her a challenage
if you know what to do, and write letters on ur own, w/o my supervision,
then u are ready.
then she kept quiet
seems like the hards times coming
i know she's eyein my position
time to time urging me to quit especially when im down in work
sayin i dun need the job nor am i a career minded woman
UNLIKE her
yes, i might not career minded, but im challenage oriented.
and so far, this job has been a constant challenage to me
and i love it
continue later, im buried in work
