Monday, April 11, 2005, 13:33
[monday mornin monday blues]
yes, as the title goes.
morning was quite good.
he sent me to work on bike.
but he got a summon from tp.
for weeving in n out of traffie.
6 points 150 bucks.
*sighs*
and then i came to work
and karen argued with a customer
and the cust hung up
damn it.
[argh]
thats what u call a start of a bad dae.
i had to call the cust back and apologize and plead with him
[when its not my fault argh, doublt argh]
and this is not the end.
wanted yihua to train her in refunds.
she told me she dun want
i gave her a piece of my mind
askin if i can hold her responsible if any of the refunds went wrong
and i told her im not willing
if she dun wan to be trained
den fine by me
she write a black and white that she's willin to undertake all responsibility for the wrong refunds she did
none of my biz
she kept quiet.
argh, i cant stand this
she think she's damn adequate when she is not at all.
im disappointed
in her and myself
maybe i made a wrong judgement again?
did i?
i had a nice weekend with baby
i was the pampered.
and he was the pamperer.
as i call it
thou such words dun exist?
friday night we got so drenched i woke up with fever
body aches and flu.
but u know whats the funny thing?
he's usually against me eating icecream
but he gave the green light at gp's petronas station
and shared it with me
gave me whatever i wanted.
is this a sign for the turn of better?
or is it just temporarily?
i fear the new changes,
fear they wun stay
but yet i like it so much
sat afternoon went down shoppin for his sepang track this weekend
lunch, slack.
dam, thou i was like so sleepy that i slept most of the time in dam.
with pooh pooh,pigpig and chou chou and bo bo.
saw ralph on sat.
he'w grown so much
my goodness
how fast kids grow.
i think at his current age whereby hes able to mumble words
and walk is the most fun
where one can get to enjoy it most.
and funnily, rene took to him quite well.
makes me think of our future together.
am i able to see him playin with our kids?
yes i guess.
sunday went to eat my fav prawn noodles at lavander.
and then nua at can cafe.
wah, favourite.
very long nv go liao.
and rene said sumthing wrong.
when i asked him if he remembered when we last came
he erm..wif yandao?
and i was like..huh.
oops he said sumthing wrong again.
haha, but it didnt bothered me.
guess it dun anymore.
[leonard]
he suddenly msg me in friendster sayin very simple words
"So that is yr bf huh no wonder long time did not chio
me go out 4 lunch at amoy qwee"
he's one guy who i can never ever get over.
he never fails to affect me so much in his own ways some way some how
guess its the history we had.
if only we had taken the right path.
but well, guess its only good to look back at such times.
time can never go back
like we cant ever go back
but do we even want to go back?
i doubt so.
but he taught me a lot
cared for me alot.
pampered me in his own ways.
thou not expressive at all
[makes me feel secure in some sense]
i dunno how to explain it
i dunno how to describe it
he loves to make fun of me
and to put me down
but laugh it off.
but he never allows anybody else to put me down
and he does care for me.
guess platonic frenships are still the best.
[rene]
he's unhappy cuz of the tp fine
but i told him ill share the fine with him.
so hopefully he wld feel better.
hes kinda nicer recently
duno why also.
but i love sunday night best.
when he pampered me to sleep.
but there are times he frustrates me too.
i dunno.
its like a thin line between 2 sides of the story
and extreme sides.
[argh]
he's gona do his car tuning tml
and bike tuning on wed
burns off 2 days for us.
and weekend wld be at sepang playin track
so glad im not goin with him
or else ill become sunburnt pig when im back
and dead tired too.
haha, im lazy yes i admit.
its only monday, and it seems such a long time
to friday
but again, i just had my weekend off.
am i beginnin to dread my work?
happy,pampered girl [at home]
frustrated bitch [at work]
adelynn
