Monday, April 25, 2005, 09:26
[lookin bac]
i nv once stopped to read these blog entries that i wrote.
reading it all at one go
i realised how much i loved him
and how much i wanted to end up with him
why did it all end wif just a shatter just like that.
rene said : ive always come before ur family
if you know u come before anything,
why hurt me the most?
i given u all my heart
my everything.
and u know it
yet u choose to hurt me over and over again
i just dun get it.
why did u choose me and yet not love me.
[rEnE & aDeLyNn]
till now
his face is constantly in my head.
his laughter that touched me
he touched me in so many ways
yet hurt me in so many other ways.
i still love u, the love nv died
the love nv stopped.
i remember ur kiss
the sweetest one.
the longest one.
i still miss those times.
it hurts when u cant answer what am i to u.
it hurts when u rub salt into wounds.
..ill cont another day...
