Wednesday, April 20, 2005, 17:41
[jUn 14tH 2004 tO aPr 20tH 2005]
i lost the love of my life.
its painful.
but the tears remained in when i was with him
thru my last moments with him
i still felt the love
as we kissed.
i remembered all the good things
the laughter we shared.
the history we created.
the pain we went thru
the painful words we said
the loving words we went thru
the kiss was the sweetest longest kiss for some time.
its a kiss not to be forgotten.
how am i to walk life without him
how didnt we fulfill our promise.
how am i to go on without the love of my life
before i walked off
i already knew i wld miss him
and i would miss him terribly
lookin him at those last moments were the most heart shattering moments.
his eyes
his lips
the smell of him
the touch of him
his every single detail
as thou my mind and heart's racin against time to remember and collect them all..
im not ready to pen it all down now. ill do it when im ready
