Saturday, March 26, 2005, 21:22
[e call of disawakening]
i tot i was waken.
i was wrong
in most all ways
guess its me to falter?
guess its me to be blinded by the signs?
what are signs anyway?
do they even mean anything?
or are they just illusion played in my mind?
its so silly to think this over and over
but its a must
for i must awaken
from my deep slumber
or state of illusions
was i so wrong?
was i ever right in the 1st place
were we ever right.
i deeply wonder
[trust]
i tried so hard,
u simply dashed it all so easily
with the simple actions that u do
with fake guys name in ur hp
that turn out to be right by my instincts everytime
i might be ur ah gong or ah mao
but dun forget
im a girl
i still have my basic instincts
and they never failed me
but u have
and u choose to do it
why?!?!?!?!
[long weekend]
i thought pooh pooh brought the joy into our life
our little ger
our connection of love
it brought both u and me joy
and it made us laff
[dave lave watever]
i have totally no tolerance for such crap
and i WILL not tolerate this
neither will i give in to such crap
watch ur steps boi
im over that limit.
[emotions]
i guess im numb
its all drained out
i wun stop being like this till u start to learn how to change, and respect me
take it or leave it
i have a better tolerance level than u
u n i both know it
i dun need to say much
u know exactly how i feel.
towards u,
the goodness in u
the crap u have shovelled into my life
and everything else.
WATCH IT boi...
