Wednesday, March 23, 2005, 13:31
[dizzy head]
im dizzy
feels as thou in a constant spell
blackness covered me
but sumhow im still surviving
ever tried going after a car?
ever tried walking the whole of 1 estate just to find that someone.
been there, done it.
hate it in fact.
but a sense of joy overcame me when i got what i wanted.
cartel on sunday was great.
but the aftermath wasnt
i was lost
i was angry
i was upset
but it all didnt matter. i guess
i have new urges to go online shopping again.
hate it.
been spending alot of money
[eeks]
my statements are lyin on the dressing table
but i dun dare open them
[freakz out]
i wonder whats the nice numbers like.
haha...
help~
im sleepy,
as always
but i felt that ive slept enuff
is it cuz of this dizziness thats causin me to be in this state?
