Monday, January 10, 2005, 13:04
its been a busy last week for me... goin thru my family's funeral, shit wif sum ger, work and rene.. i guess im burnt out... things at home are like crazy, till sometimes u just wana scream, but u find that no voice comes out...
things that need to be done, but no time to do, and even if u have the time, ull find that one has no energy to do so... cant be bothered to defend myself against remarks that are untrue.. cant be bothered, just wana do the essential in life...
work is lk crazy, im lk stayin in the office till freakin god knows who hours... not to mention that time wif rene is crazy to. maybe its time for a laid back view on everything. im shacked, im tired, but he cant/simply wun understand.
makin him understand seems lk the hardest thing to do. seems lk the most time & energy consuming thing to do. work seems to be the solace i can find, thou there are tons of hiccups at work too... its boring, its tiring, its time consuming.
im goin crazy with work and family... not to mention rene... i guess its the point of break down..
