Wednesday, November 03, 2004, 22:04
okie..as u all can see from the previous blog, its one of the small and seldom seen outbursts this princess has... well i admit when i was writing that post, i was plain angry inside, i guessed i just wanted to vent.. words flowed easily, i guess i can say i didnt have to think of what to say...
but i meant every single part of it... not that i dislike pretty gers, but in fact, i would admire more, pretty yet intelligent gers... a pretty yet airhead ger aint nothing much for me to admire or envy about...
adelynn= imperfection..but im fine with it, i live with it and i accept it as part of me. i might not be very pretty, i might not be tall... i might not have the sophiscation other girls do, i mite not have the 'ideal' figure a girl should have... but its not all about perfection... i would not want to achieve perfection, yet end up the same as others around me whom thinkings im so strongly against/disapprove...
some mite hate me, some mite agree with me, some mite love me for saying the things that has been in them for a long time... honestly, i dont care what others think... i believe in myself, and i believe my perception of myself is the strongest and the only gauge to my personal happiness index...
