Thursday, November 11, 2004, 15:16
..finally...
ok, i finally did sumthing abt my hair...thou not the way i wanted it to be... i still have straight hair... *sigh* but now its dark dark brown, almost black... *double sigh* dun realli lk it, mayb not used to it, haven had black hair for lk 5 years?? my gawd...-faints- but well rene likes it... and its ok for me to have a change, im dead overdue for this change...well sort of lk me and rene exchanged hair colours, im with the almost normal hair now, while he has dyed his hair...its a mix btwn red n brown.?? haha, its light copper...
and i finally did my nails..love my french manicure now...when im free ill upload the pics i took of my nails..... so its 1 thing off my wishlist...
ive come to a pt of my life till i feel im stuck n once again naturally i feel lk running...tryin to find tickets to japan to hide away *again* as usual...and i hate the holidae season.....*shit* take up all my seats...and so freakin ex...sigh....this time im running, and im running alone...runnin far, hiding and goin deeper into my shell.... im fine there, where no storms can get to me or affect me...thats hw i lk it now...but ill b leavin behind the things tat i love so dearly...mayb ill regret but runnin seems more important now.....
