Sunday, October 17, 2004, 19:49
...thR gOes mY sUndAe...
remember the last time i posted, the sun was shining, and now all i see are the cte's lights..lol...wa, this slackin dae passed real fast...finally got my butt down to the gym and pool... ran for lk 30 mins feel lk dying liao, did the superman thingy for lk another 20 mins, legs kinda trembling liao..proves how terribly out of shape i am... *plus fat too* haha... jumped immediately into the pool to enjoy the coolin waters, frolick in the pool with a few kids splashing around.. hmmz, they seem kinda happy & havin fun... got me thinkin if swimmin will realli help... haha... guess the weighing machine still hates me man, the needle simply refuses to move down !hMpH!... stoopid machine, each time il curse when i step on it.. why is thr this stupid invention called weighin machine.? makes me feel lk strangling the person who invented it...
guys are visual creatures *note ive used the word creature instead of humans* lol... well thats what rene said about guys...and i wana scream back at guys...eh its nt all on e exterior le... its what inside counts...bet u dowan a bimbo 4 a gf or wife rite? be nice to gers who aint figure/picture perfect man.... actually weight nor looks realli bothered me till rene came along..made me notice this, notice that, do this do that...i think ive become cynical abt myself... there are times when i wake up in the mornin and simply hate myself *im going mad* haha... can i lk go back to clubbing? it might unconsciously make me drop the weight ive put on *lk real* or well at least i think so..when i was seriously into clubbing, i nv had to think abt my weight... it simply stayed the same, and e weighin machine loved me more then, but i had panda eyes, skin that cant do without make up to make me look human... eh..i guess its a trade off man...
..to my dearest clubbin buddies... watch out man, if u stop, ull have nicer skin, less zombie looks, but might end up puttin on weight lk me! haha.... or am i just findin xcuses to scare u all?? guess so.....i tink im gona flood my blog...haha, with all the free time im gona have on my hands...
...and dearest daddy i terribly want my haircut, i cant seem to love my hair now *and i used to lov it the most* whens my sponsorship coming? hehe....
