Tuesday, October 05, 2004, 19:20
i guess im back here again... to pour out once more...finally back @ work, facing the ever constant stress, & highly strunged tension environment again. Well its kinda refreshing, definitely beats staying @ home, tryin to stay in bed resting my back when i simply cant sit/lie still for like 10 mins.. lol... sumtimes i believe i drive the doctors & nurses crazy with my energy...
i like being back at work, it once again brings up the pace in my life, thou stressed out, but i guess i kinda enjoy what i do. somehow it has already become a part of my life, and even though i grumble about it all of the time, i guess ive fallen in love with it... *ironic* haha
i guess what i realli miss about work is the laughter and fun that i share with the rest of the usual bunch.. the craziness that goes around in the office, kinda contagious i guess... i guess i was pretty much sane when i first joined them, somehow they managed to pass this contagious 'disease' to me... but never the less, i still love them very very much.. and thanks for the sweet sweet card u all gave me for my hospital stay..thou tauntin with the cigg stuck onto the front of the card, i still LOVED it none the less
oh ya, and to all, each and every one of you sweet girls and guys that came by during my stay, that called me to check if i was still alive, or had to come and eat my curry chicken * thou if im realli dead i wld definitely serve something better than curry chicken* thanks for ya concern, calls, food, sweets, magazines, books, hp charger, choc, fruits...and definitely my ciggs!! haha...
well the cycle of troubles start once again *hmph* somehow when i though it was all over, it somehow crept back again... sianz... but i guess now we are better at handling conflicts with each other, so i guess it makes it a little simplier to try and solve the problems.. but never the less, he still never admitted what i wanted to hear most from h is mouth.. to hear the truth and close the chapter.. i guess all i can sae is im still waitin for that dae....
