Friday, September 24, 2004, 16:55
its been some time since i last came in here to write happy thoughts & feelings but i guess somehow they recently came back partially into my life :) after that fall & stay in hospital i guess somehow my outlook of life changed. im not longer harping on things that are beyond my control, and sometimes i feel not knowing certain things might be a bliss instead. in the past i was persistent about knowing everything, but i guess eventually it would hurt me, make me cry...
Life after my hospital stay has been recuperative for my physical wounds that i had from the fall, as well as my emotional wounds... i guess dependance aint that great afterall, but i guess learnin to be independant takes time...
i guess spending quality time isnt about having many things to do, but time to understand each other better, to see beneath the flaws, to work on the good side of that person... but i still cant accept dishonesty, every ger or human wun.. im still waitin for the truth to be told to me.
